I used to be excited about ttc

Catrina

I used to be so psyched every day to take an opk or a pregnancy test. Then I got pregnant, had a miscarriage, and a d&c. Now that we are ttc again I'm not excited about it.

Maybe it's because I'm afraid of it happening again. I haven't even been taking my bbt this time around. More like I'm passively TTC.

Anybody else feeling the same? How are you thinking about it?