Beware Long Post ‼️

So I don’t do this often but I just want some thoughts and opinions on the matter. I was with this girl for over 3 years literally in love with her wanted to marry her have kids and everything. Well of course I come from Christian asked family so when I told my parents they weren’t having it and it was a big ordeal (mind you I was 19 when I told them I’m 23 now). We recently broke up because she moved for work and how the whole transition happen wasn’t good at all plus I didn’t have any family support. My parents made it known that the wouldn’t come to my wedding because they didn’t want God to be mad at them for condoning us and everything else plus she never got to really come around my side unless it was an event like my birthday or graduation. I felt like I was shortchanging her because of her family welcomes me with open arms loves for me to come around hated when I don’t and just felt like she deserved someone that can give it to her which is another reason why we broke up. Well just had a dream about her being with someone and I was heartbroken to the core and everything and that’s when I realized I still love her and I don’t want her with anyone else but me and I just don’t know what to do. I’m conflicted with being a family person and having my family involved and wanting her to be apart of my life possibly forever and I was just curious if anyone had any insight or been in this position before. Sorry for the long post 😌