Things got to be too much, I thought it was going to get better but it wasnt. I went to the Drs on Friday and she prescribed me Venlafaxine I am hoping to come off of it by the end of the year but I need it to get back on track This mom life isnt easy at all I love my som to death he is the only thing that brings me joy right now but even playing with him or doing anything just sounds boring and I have no motivation but things are starting to look up. We got this mamas!