On the ride home I told my husband that I am having a difficult time with this new baby. Told him that it hurts that your mother has been there for this baby all the way of which she should be. But where was she for me when we miscarried our baby? This was her grand baby. Her flesh and blood. And she did nothing. No I am sorry. The only thing she did was text me and tell me that I needed to get over this and move forward and if we get pregnant not will be a bonus.

So last night I felt like I needed to write her a letter and tell her that it’s okay that you didn’t know what to do. But express how it made me feel. I have never have express my feelings on this to her at all. But maybe this will help but than I am not sure. My husband did remind me that she did do something. And what he is referring to is she came down for a dinner that we had in-half of our baby. And then that night we were going to let a lantern off into the sky but it rained so we did it that following Saturday. He said she cared to do this for you. And yes she did. But it’s only because I put this together. I don’t know sisters I really need some help on this. I have been struggling BIG time on this. Should I write the letter? Thoughts and opinions. Please be very sensitive to the subject it’s one that is very dear to my heart.