So my ex was about 6inches and I honestly never really enjoyed the sex as it didn’t really feel that good and I never got a lot of pleasure from it...

We broke up then I had a fwb with an older guy, he was easily 9inches minimum

At first I was scared to sleep w him bc off his size but once I did it was great. It hurt like hell lol but I really liked the pain at the same time...😬

We slept together like 3/4 times a week.

I literally loved the pain it gave me bc it felt so good inside.

Now I don’t want to sleep with anyone smaller and it’s becoming an issue bc not many guys r that big..

Im too used to how good a longer D feels and I dont wanna go bk smaller

What do I do I’m so confused?