Nothing going my way
Right after I found out I was pregnant I lost my job. I went and applied for lots more but right after a week of that my phone service got cut off because the bill was unpaid and so I didn’t get any calls back. Now I’m getting evicted. My former plan was to go stay with my boyfriend but we got into an argument about him saying I wasn’t allowed to bring my pets. The argument kinda spiraled out of control and I said some mean things and he broke up with me. I told him I was looking at getting a restraining order against him because ever since I told him I was pregnant he’s been pressuring me to get an abortion which I made it clear I didn’t want. He had been relentless trying to convince me to get an abortion because he knew I’d had one before and didn’t understand why I wouldn’t this time. I just really regretted it before and was horribly sad for a long time so I didn’t want to go through it again. Before the argument he’d made some jokes about killing me because I didn’t want to get an abortion and when we argued I got a bit paranoid that maybe he was more serious than I’d thought. And so I made the comment about a restraining order. So he blocked me and didn’t come to the ultrasound appointment. I contacted him through other methods trying to fix things but he says I can’t be trusted now and things are definitely over and he’s not going to help and doesn’t care if I’m homeless. I don’t know where I’m going to go the eviction keeps getting closer and closer. My only plan right now is to stay in my car which I really don’t think will go well because I have no money left for gas or food and things. And I feel like once I’m in my car and have poor hygiene and no gas and no way to be contacted it will be impossible to start a new job. I’ve tried asking my parents for help but they’re not supportive of me having this baby and have turned to not speaking to me. Everyone keeps telling me my situation is too bad to continue the pregnancy and I need to have an abortion but I really don’t want to but I don’t know if I have any other option. I don’t have the money or help to move and store my things at home before I’m evicted so I’m going to lose it all and I’d feel horrible having my pets in my car and can’t find anyone to look after them so I’m probably going to end up losing them too. I’m just so stressed I have no idea what I can do to make my situation better so I can have a healthy pregnancy and I feel trapped. Currently 9 weeks.
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