HELP

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So I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 10 months now and I feel like a garbage girlfriend because I have yet to go down on him. (He does me though and he’s asked me multiple times to do it 😫) I just get tense and freak out.

I’ve given blowjobs before but I’m definitely no expert but I’m so nervous to do it to him. I think I’m scared that I’ll just suck because I was okay giving one to a dude that I would never have to talk to again as opposed to my boyfriend that I see everyday, even though that’s silly since him and I can grow in that field.

I know I sound stupid. Lol I guess I’m just seeing if there’s anyone else out there like me and if they have tips 🤷🏼‍♀️