TTC is stressful

My stupid periods are irregular and it's been almost 2 months with no period and I can't go back to the doctor until it shows up and then I have to wait for my next one before they will give me medication to help me ovulate. It's so hard and they don't even know why my periods are irregular and it took me 3 and a half years to have my first baby and here we are again.... Getting no where. I'm so sad 😭😭😭 I have been trying for baby #2 for 6 months now but it's still hard since I have had complications in the past, before my son I had 2 losses. I will be praying for all the women who are TTC and those who are struggling or just can't have them. It's hard I know and it sucks. I know I am blessed that I was able to have a child and for that I am grateful and if I can't have a second one then that is something I will have to accept and just appreciate my baby boy.