Took a test day before yesterday and was a clear and beautiful YES+... literally started spotting later that day. Didn’t think anything of it. Figured it was either implantation or just regular first trimester spotting.

Now here I am...the day that I was actually supposed to get my period... and I’m having a period/MC.

This is my second MC- I had one at 14 weeks end of May and it traumatized me... so I have to say, this isn’t as bad.

That being said, wtf is going on? I’m fertile enough to get pregnant but not keep it? Two times in a row????

I have one living child who just turned 6- never imagined getting pregnant again would be so hard.

And here I am.