I tested this weekend and got big negatives and i cried and cried. And then today I was crying again bc we are coming up on my due date from when I miscarried in January...and I went upstairs and tested one more time while I was crying....and saw a faint line. So I ran to the drugstore to get first response tests andddd all are positive. Pregnant with my rainbow baby.

However I am SO SCARED. Anyone else deal with a loss and then get pregnant again and not be able to enjoy it because you’re scared? What did you do to cope?