I currently am feeling lost, I have had so much happen in such a short period of time. Within a span of 10 months.

October 2018. My paternal grandmother passed away very suddenly.

March 2019 my maternal grandmother passed away.

May 2019 my house was struck by a tornado and my husband didn’t loose his job, but his hours were significantly cut.

Late May while driving on the highway we were struck by a deer and totaled our car. I am still injured but getting better.

Late June 2019 I suffered an early miscarriage. August 2019 my father’s private investigator found evidence my paternal grandmother was murdered.

Current, I have began having extreme anxiety and stress. My paternal grandmothers husband hasn’t even gotten her a headstone. So my father, brother, my husband, and my self are struggling to get her enough money to get her one.

With all of this mess I have been trying to read the Bible more. What keeps my sanity is I know I will get through it. But how?