9 mos TTC. And just got my period today. I was having a very weird PMS, that is very similar to the early pregnancy symptoms. I am done hoping and I should’ve known better that these symptoms are really just PMS and not EPS, and I told myself not to hope again this time. And I am ready to have my period today mentally, as the app predicted. But it just too heartbreaking when I wiped the tissue with red blood on it. 💔 I stopped praying for a child today atleast, but to just accept the things I cannot change. 😪

This post is so heavy I am sorry, I just needed to tell someone.