I’m just so tired and angry all the time!

I have 3 kids with my fiancé of 5 years. Our newborn was born a month ago and my fiancé doesn’t know how to prioritize money...

I want to get a job but we have no family support/ no one willing to watch twin toddlers and an infant.

We live with his father who has left our daughters in their room for 6 hours without food or water because he “forgot” while we were at work so I had to quit my job to be a stay at home mom and now I have no say over where the money goes and all I know is money is TIGHT right now!

We just had a baby, who still needs a lot of things! And his main concern is buying season tickets for a football team and he plays on being in a band with a bunch of other grown men..... so he needs money for “studio time”.

If I say anything it’s an all day argument and “if our money problem is so concerning to you, you can just get a job!” But who will watch our kids?

I’m with kids 24/7. He works a night job but spends most his days with friends.

My friends up and left when I got pregnant.. no family support I feel lost. I just want to leave him with the kids and disappear