Today my husband woke and told me everything that was bothering him. We been struggling with infertility for 3+ years. It is killing us. Everyone around us have gotten pregnant and have had kids. My husband is also sick. He has blood clots and thyroid issues. So it’s a lot on our plates this year. I’m trying to be the best wife I can be and be there for him. But today his depression kicked him real heard. And the thought of us not being pregnant yet hit him. He cried and I have never seen his like this before. He’s afraid and I’m afraid what if we can never get pregnant ? It kills to think that way I just wanna to be able to carry my own baby in MY stomach and have him right next to me to enjoy it! I just hope I can help him through this journey and hopefully we both can make it. I love him so much I just hope he doesn’t give up