So I’m 15 weeks pregnant and I am just so horny! I want to initiate sex with my bf but I already know he came because I know he watches porn every day which is understandable considering I’m super sick from my pregnancy and we have a 1 year old. It just kinda sucks because I know he already got off and it just makes me feel embarrassed or stupid for even trying to initiate sex because I’m feeling so insecure 😭 even when we have sex he still masturbates so yeah it just has me feeling so .bad about myself, like if I’m not doing enough or something like I used to. I could just tell he’s bored and I want to do something to spice things up but just don’t have the confidence to. And he’s so vanilla btw so there’s really not much I could do which is why I feel it’s important to look good during sex since he never wants to get too freaky 🙄 I just miss feeling sexy, sex being fun, all of that. I’m so bored