I feel like a clown 🤡 *Updated*

There was a guy that I met at his place of work, I would see him like every day. I really liked him and he asked for my info. He would ask for nudes, and I told him I’m uncomfortable with sending them, he said he understood, but he would continue to ask for them every time he would talk to me. I told him no every time and then he would act like he didn’t want to talk to me, and of course I dismissed it bc I liked him. After a month of talking we made out and I gave him a bj (with my clown ass 🤡). He would still talk to me, but Whenever he didn’t want to talk to me he would leave me on open and then later say he was busy or something. I would invite him out but he didn’t want to hangout unless we were going to be alone at my house. But I liked him so I went with it. One night he said he was in the mood and, I offered him another bj 🙃🤡. He said no and I’m not going to lie that hurt my ego or whatever 🙃, but I didn’t say anything else about it. A few days later I go see him while he is at work a I was half joking and said “ if I offer you a bj just take it” and that was it. He didn’t talk to me for a little bit, I then tried to talk to him and I asked him if I did anything wrong but he kept leaving me on open. So I just blocked him. The next time I seen him I told him he made me feel some type of way he apologized but I didn’t unblock him. Then today he hmu telling me to unblock him so he could explain himself. I unblocked him and basically he told me the comments I made, made him feel uncomfortable. I responded saying he could have told me when I asked if I upset him.🤡 Now I just feel stupid bc I really liked him and I never left him on open when he made me feel uncomfortable when he was asking for nudes. I just needed to vent and I don’t want to talk to my friends about it bc it’s embarrassing. 🤡🙃

The clownery continues: He came back and told me he actually liked it and asked me to hangout 🤡