Ok, I’ve been trying to get pregnant for a year and half now, I have had so many tests done, I went for a ultra sound in February, they told me at the ultra sound there was Notning to worry about but when I went to my doctor he said there was multiple small follicals, and put it down to what he believed would be polycyclic ovaries, anyways a couple - 3 weeks back I was getting a real bad bad pain in what I would have described my ovarie when I saw another doctor he said he wouldn’t worry as it doesn’t say (polycystic ovaries) and has referred me for another scan at the end of the month!

But there has got to be a reason behind why I’m not falling pregnant, I’m only 19 coming up 20 years old?

My own personal GP wanted to refer me to a fertile clinic, to see if I could have medication to help me fall, but before he would refer me he wanted my husband to do a semen count at he’s doctors.

But my husband doesn’t want to do it because he says he doesn’t want to dissapoint me Incase he has something wrong. I think is really selfish?!

But it’s been getting me so down like I will just lay in bed and start crying out of no where and it hurts so much inside it’s so heart braking! It really is. I start to think things like what’s the point in a human even being hear if they can’t make others to enjoy life. Thats what women are for right?

Anyways this month I have missed my period by 3 days now and I have now signs its coming, there usually regular and on time, I took this test yesterday with 2 urine.

So I fort I see a vvvfl so did my mother in law. So I got home from work today and did a test about 2:00pm so it was afternoon.

I’m just so worried I just want this pain to go away all these thoughts to go away.💔💔💔

Prayers are out to

All the ladies that

Are having problems

In falling pregnant

Baby dust to you

All!❤️❤️❤️❤️