After several early losses we were thrilled on July 21 2019 to find out we were expecting our rainbow.

Everything was progressing normally, or so my blood labs led us all to believe.

At 6 weeks 1 day with an HCG level of over 48,000 we found out that a fetal pole had not developed and we were most likely experiencing a molar pregnancy.

Next week they are doing 1 more scan to make sure but from everything I've seen I have no hope. D&C next week most likely.

I hate myself. My body is such a failure to myself, my fiance and our entire families.