4 days before period is due.....

Stephanie • Puerto Rican | Pisces ♓ |

So I'm 4 days away from AF and feeling very fustrated. Tracked my ovulation day and times it well. Was having symptoms a week ago of being pregnant now nothing at all. I'm talking sore boobs, hungry asf, was so tired and all. I got really concerned when I had pinkish blood when wiped 2 days ago and again this morning because I NEVER ever spot before a period. Took a first response early result test but it came out negative. I held it up to the light to see if there might be something but I cant see it. I'm so disappointed and tired and I know this is only our second month of trying but still. I feel like a failure already. I'm 27 years old with a 10yr old already. I guess I Just needed to get that out.