So sick of life screwing me over!

Sarah

Me & my husband having been trying to have our 2nd child for over 3 years. I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks after we got married & havent got pregnant again since. I’m usually quite regular with my periods but now I’m 7 days late, sure AF is on her way as I’ve been getting cramps for the last few days along with loss of appetite, mood swings, sore boobs & lots of discharge as usual. Taken tests every day since my missed period & all negative. I know I’m not pregnant cos I’m just not that lucky & have just come to terms with never having another child, I just feel like the universe is kicking me while I’m down & all I can think of is what have I done to deserve this? I’m a good person & a good mother to my 10 year old son & I just think why won’t I be allowed to extend my family? Why is life so unfair!