I really don’t know how to express myself, like I really suck at it. My best friend (a guy), who so happens to be my FWB is super emotional.

We hardly ever have misunderstandings, but whenever we do I’m just so lost on what to do/how to respond. And these misunderstandings takes a huge toll on me (and him too).

We’re currently in one of those misunderstanding times and I fear this might be the end of us. I’m tired mentally and emotionally and I have no power/urge to can anymore. I can feel the pain in my heart, it s that physical.

He goes to say things like "we’re not dating so it’ll be easy to just end whatever the fuck this is.

I’ve tried to express how I feel internally and he always never gets it. Until I am literally pushed to the wall to a burst of mixed emotions, that’s when he gets it. It’s so crazy fam, like I don’t get it.

I’m writing this here because this is a safe space for me.