How not to panic...

Usually I feel I am pretty good at keeping my head up and my hopes high in this difficult journey. But sometimes I just can‘t handle not knowing if it will ever happen for us - and it’s freaking me out. What do you do to keep sane? What helps you calm yourself down when you realize there is a chance that you might never get to be mom...?

(Unexplained infertility, 4th cycle of FSH/trigger/timed intercourse/progesterone. IUI next)