Labor denial?

Is this a thing? 😂 I’ve been having contraction which are about 5 minutes apart and I guess it’s been an hour or two now but I still feel like this isn’t real! I’ve had so many false alarms (3 weeks worth) that I’m expecting this to stop at any second🤦🏻‍♀️ which I still think is gonna happen! But I could be in actual labor... and I don’t want to call my midwife bc I feel like everything is going to stop when I call. Also it doesn’t hurt THAT bad🤷🏻‍♀️ but I think I’ll call just to let her know. I also keep having bloody mucus come out of me. As I write this it sounds like I’m in labor but in my head it still feels fake😂