We’ve been trying for a few months now and I just can’t seem to get my body to get with the program. I had a miscarriage last November that we weren’t even trying for, now we decide to try and I can’t even ovulate. I’m starting to hate my incompetent body. Sex has become a chore. I’ve tried to do everything right: tracking almost everything, taking vitamins, exercising a bit, eating healthier, etc.

It’s stressing me out and I know that’s not beneficial, but how can I not? I just want to be a mother so badly and I can’t.