Today I found out my boyfriend was cheating with a old close friend of mine and she came to me an he’s still lying hasn’t said anything and this isn’t the first time I’m 20 weeks and 3 days I’ve been crying for over 3 hours I even wished I wasn’t pregnant with his kid and if I could go back I would but I love my daughter I’m just superstitious something bad with happen I’ve just been so stressed this whole pregnancy and I don’t have the strength to leave him I just want this healthy baby girl 😩 please don’t say I’m the only one that’s wished it I regret it I want my baby girl