Were going in to confirm that theres still no heartbeat on Friday, but it looks like we may have had our third miscarriage.

I feel like I'm hurting, even emotionally murdering, my husband. I leaned on him so much the last 2 losses and he tried to hold his emotions in to be strong for me.

I feel like I cant do that to him again. I'm already the one that keeps losing our babies, I cant take all his emotional stregnth too. I feel like I should just handle this one on my own. He doesn't need to see me break down another time. I want to be strong for him this time, even though I'm so SO weak.

Too week to carry a child, too weak to keep my emotions to myself, just... too weak in general.