BACK STORY/ HOW IT BEGAN👌🏾:

So let me start off by saying that the man in this story, I’ve known since birth. HOWEVER, me and him have never really had many conversations over our years of knowing one another.

But since our families are so close we’d always see each other at events and what not. So, his mother invited a gang of her family and friends to come to an amusement park. My family was invited but I was the only one who wanted to go. So I went and that weekend we became more comfortable with each other, friend like.

FAST FORWARD😂 from that point we started hanging out. But it was always late hang outs. They’d start at 9/10 and end at 2AM😳. (Booty call hours🤦🏾‍♀️) The first time we hung out it was really nice and calm and friendly. Light thigh rubs and talks. (June)

Second time, it was cool we hung out, talked, and laughed. After this outing I never heard from him again unless I initiated a conversation. At that point I had simply dropped my whole phase of crushing on him since we were kids🕳. The feeling was gone even though I was a big girl and asked if he was feeling me, he claimed he was. You just don’t NOT talk to someone you’re “feeling” if you actually are. Anyways ...

The third time, the time where things got spicy 🌶 💦. I texted him just because I was leaving for college real soon and I wanted to hang one last time. We were supposed to go to an arcade but I unknowingly set myself up because it didn’t close when I thought it did. 😂😂Anywho, he picked me up at 11 (I feel hooker-ish just typing this😭) and we headed that way. It was closed so we just chilled out, drove around and talked.

2AM hits and at this point he’s taking me home holding my hand 👌🏾😌. We finally get outside my house and instead of me going in we sit and talk some more and laugh and start watching pro dodgeball on YouTube, DO NOT ask 😂. He lays down on me and starts holding my leg while talking about our lives still. Then moves his hands up further while mine are on his hands and asks can he touch me there. I hesitate but then say yeah, he lifts up and starts kissing me...honey I felt like I was kissing a DOG🥴🤢. Then he tries to get some hand to vag action I stopped him because:

1. I had to poss like nobody’s business 😭

2. My moms “Ain’t nothing open past 3 but your legs” kept replaying in my head.

So he moved upward to my boobs, starts giving them a oral bath 😣. But it felt nice...he was just moving like a bunny about things. Also I’m not stupid I knew what he wanted😑 it’s 3AM bitch even the birds are asleep. So I stopped him. This wasn’t how I ever imagined us getting together😕. I went inside and called it a night. I don’t feel any emotion towards him, like I’m not even eager or crushing. if we talk ever again, cool. If we don’t, cool.

QUESTION:

Should I clarify what happened between us even though I’m going to college? Or what?

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