Idk what to do anymore

Financial problems

My brother is in depression and attempting suicide (which I walked in on twice)

My grandma is getting sick and might have Alzheimer or something like that

A family member is making my grandma pay an incredulous amount of money for something she made up and trying to put her on jail (even though she is sick which I don’t know if she knows)

I feel so lonely and sad and nobody picks up on that due to other problems they prioritize

My mind is not in ease

I’m starting to dislike things I used to be CRAZY about like basketball, being with friends, laughing, going out, etc.

I tend to have a constant bad thoughts, feelings, emotions which are driving me nuts because I can never be tranquil