So I don’t really know where to put this so I’m putting it here to let out my feelings. I’m 16 and as long as I’ve known my dad he’s been an alcoholic. He’s an amazing father when he’s sober, and he’s been sober for 6 years but I went with my mom to see him this week and today she told me she thinks my dad is using again. I don’t know if it’s because I’m older now and I understand more, but my heart sunk. My mom is an alcohol and drug counselor and my mom and dad were married 10 years ( no longer married now) so I mean she knows the signs of relapsing addict when she sees one... I don’t live with my dad for this reason, but my heart hurts. It never gets easier hearing they relapse. I’ve cried so much off and on today. Also I just needed a place to rant so I came here. Ugh.