I feel like i am so alone my babydad and i havent been on good terms we are on and off and i found out im pregnant and i want all the attention and my bd mom is in the hospital and he uses that as an excuse to stay gone. He doesnt come home sometimes. Hes so immature and hangsout with losers and bad influences but he makes his own choices its just so sad i thought i wanted a baby from him.. now idk what to do or think. Im beyond hurt he used to lie and cheat on me and man he can manipulate me so i thought he was gonna change but he got worse.. im beyond sad what did i get myself into. Seems like theirs more babies and less families now. I really dont want to be with him but i miss him even if he "lives" with me he's never here most of the time and he has no job so i know i have to let go.. im so sad. Any tips or advice? Im scared its going to be hard to do it all on my own.. 😪💔