Why do men have to be the way they are. Is it because he isn't into me really, cause I'm 90% sure he is here living with us cause he dont want the part time dad status. I'm on my 4th pregnancy, the last one ended at 20 weeks last august and my baby girl didnt make it. I've spent the whole year trying to get my head round it and trying for another, I couldn't think of anything else. And the whole year all I got was how I need to make a effect lose weight attend to his every need, well why would I want to do that, ever moment I'm out the house or at work, he is on porn. So why the bloody hell should I keep jumping on him!! I went shop the other day, came back and and u could tell on his face he was upto something, I heard him quickly shout our little boy and grabbed a book, so when I walked in it looked this he was reading with him, but the daft twat left it up on his phone (porn). Such a dick.. we watched a film last night and someone said love you on it, I turned to him and was like do u me, he just did this stupid laugh saying what u mean, I said forget it and just carried on talking. Didnt once turn and say yeah I do, but he as never once says he does so he doesnt. I could bang on for ages about how crap we are together. But like I said this is my 4th pregnancy, I found out couple weeks ago & I havent even told him, I know ovs I got to especially because of losing last baby I have to have my cervix snitched and go for extra scans, but the thought of it, the moaning and just shit I will get. Yes it takes 2 so he knew this day was coming.. but how bad is this, it's our rainbow baby & I cart even tell him.