Pill... Pill Club...need help

Chauntel

So, I’ll try to keep this as short as I can to explain. My boyfriend and o have been sexually active for about 8 months and we are generally very careful. It’s never unprotected, and he always pulls out as well. I just want to get on birth control for that extra precaution because I’m 18 and do not want kids yet... I just started a new job and am saving all my money towards a car so I don’t have the money to pay for birth control. I love the idea of the pill club... because of the fact that I suffer an anxiety disorder that going to a clinic or a doctor gives me major panic attacks and my mom is against hormonal birth control (I know I’m 18) the issue is the pill club can do insurance but I’m on my parents insurance which is Medicaid... basically I just want some advice on what I should do. So sorry this is so long 😬😬😬