Finally realising I feel happy loving both male and female

Edit: she’s a lesbian... so you get my drift

I’m finally coming to terms with the fact that I appreciate women... at the moment more so then men...

there’s no way I could tell anyone.

But ...

I’m seriously attracted in every sense to this one girl... plot twist she lives on the other side of the world ....

We talk often... and today I finally told her a few things about my sexuality...

What do I do?? Cut my losses and forget about her because she lives on the other side of the world or keep pursuing it ?????