So my mom has been with me my whole TTC journey , she’s been there through the symptom spotting , through the BFN , EVERYTHING. She tells me she’s with me in creating this baby .. “our” baby she calls it lol . She’s the best mom I could of ever asked for . She brought to my attention that it seems like I have became resistant to my mans sperm . When him and I first met , I got pregnant within the first 5 months of us seeing eachother . . . Which ended up in me having an abortion because of reasons I’m not comfortable with explaining. Those reasons have since been resolved and life is sweeter now ... Anyways , after the abortion guilt set in . Actually during the abortion guilt set in , instant remorse . wtf did I just do . Depression . So instantly started trying when I was able to . Since the abortion it has been 16 months of trying for this baby . I’ve been using opks and temping . My mom has this theory that I have became resistant to my mans sperm . That she thinks I should take a month off of unprotected sex to use condoms and only have unprotected sex on my days that I am ovulating .

Now trust me , I have had A LOT , of theories as to why I am not getting pregnant as fast as I did before . Theories of karma , theories of the abortion messed my insides up . We’ve been to the doctor and they say things are fine . His sperm is perfect , my blood doesn’t show anything negative all my level are up to par , my cervix looks good . I’m just wondering if anyone has EVER heard of becoming resistant to sperm . Cause I have definitely never had that theory . But I am willing to give it a try ...

I go for my HSG test on September 9th and then I go for my results on the 26th . So . . Then we will know everything in the end .... 😬