theres something wrong with me.

im really sorry if i put this on the wrong group but i just need answers quick and fast. so ive been struggling and im starting to get suicidal. my parents are saying i just get it from the internet, i copy everyone else, and that im self inflicting it on myself. i talked to my school social worker (note: im 13) and shes told my mom a couple times that i needed to see a counselor or therapist. She told her that a like almost a year ago and my mom hasnt taken any action but now it’s just too much for me and i really need some advice