Dont want to seem ungrateful

Sophia

I am currently 8+6 with my rainbow baby after two losses. I want this baby and already love him or her dearly. I dont want to seem ungrateful but when will I start feeling normal again? If I'm not sick I'm tired. If I'm not tired I'm sick. I feel like I have had the never ending flu. I know it is normal but I never expected it to be so hard. I just need to rant for a minute. Hopefully the second trimester is easier.