Are you and your boyfriend long distance?

My bf just told me he might be moving nine hours away... I feel absolutely nauseous every time I think ab the possibility... and the worst part is. I'm being selfish... he doesnt have the money for college and he was given a chance to be accepted to play football and get schooling on scholarship.. and I don't want him to go..

Sometimes I'm sooo freakin excited and happy for him bc this is the absolute perfect opportunity for him. But the other side of me that's thinking ab him being 9 hours away is hoping he doesnt get the scholarship because the only way he can go is if he gets it.. IM SUCH A TERRIBLE GIRLFRIEND FOR BEING THIS WAY. I feel so guilty ab it😭

It's like my brain is fighting itself because this means no hugs, kisses, cuddles, random dates or just dates in general, no fall or christmas festivities. I'm just going to miss him insanely much.. I'm such a affectionate and borderline clingy girl😔

And I cant even think ab the possibility of breaking up without crying bc he's my world😭😭

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