Currently pregnant with my second baby after ten years. I never breast fed with my daughter because I was a young teenager and didn't quite feel comfortable at all with the idea. Now I'm 25 and think it's important to try and breastfeed. I'm trying to prepare as much as I can mentally before the time comes but I just have too many concerns :/ I understand the importance, how natural, and common it is. But my brain as a hard time separating my nipples from a sexual part of my body to being an important part of my babies health and source of nutrition. I'm concerned at how uncomfortable I may feel, how ashamed, or wrong It may feel. Has anyone else had this experience? Please don't judge negatively as I really am having a hard time. It's spose to be a natural thing all woman can do. I feel as tho my difficulties mainly stem from PTSD as a young child. Being sexually abused complicates so many parts of my life. And I don't want it to affect how I choose to raise and supply nutrition to my baby. Any advice or experience would be great.