I just need to get this off my chest

I was talking to this guy for some time and we were like half a step from official. We met each other only once in person even while we video chatted everyday because I wanted to tell my parents before we went further and they're pretty strict so I was very weary about that.

I just told them that I wanted to go on a date and it went so badly.

They said the most awful things to me. I never cry but I can't get myself to stop crying now.

They were just so obscenely rude and just horrible.

Now I'm cutting things off with him because things are just messed up right now and all of that weighed heavy on him.

I'm 19 and we were just going to go watch a movie and things just went so badly.

Even though we weren't 100% official, this feels like the most awful breakup, I'm just done and all of this feels so wrong.

I just don't want to be here anymore. I've been trying to move out but it's so hard and I'm so stressed now.