I've just been feeling really depressed lately. Idk what's up. I'm trying to deal with trauma and probably depression and it's so much sometimes. I've been crying at night a lot too. I can't get help because I'm under 18 and my family's been having money problems so I don't want my parents to worry about treatment. I just have to hang in a few more years until it's fully my responsibility to take care of myself. I just don't know what to do besides basically stay alive. Rip mental health.