So lately,

My sex life has been pretty detached. Like my hormones say yes, and I’m about to get into sex I’m so excited and ready. But once, the guy is in me. I feel so empty. And like. Over it. Not like sad like. But more like just empty, like i feel him going in and out but it’s like my body is just saying no, I’m not pleased. I’m not connected in any way, shape, or form. It’s happen to me 2 times.. and. I feel like it’s just my body catching up to my emotions i guess. I feel like it’s telling me to save myself and want something more but i also feel like I’m not being true to myself as well. I just feel so confused. It’s kinda making me down, is it a sign my body is telling me..? Or is it just me..?