How would you feel about this?

So when I was pregnant i noticed my husband kept clearing his search history, well today he didn’t. I found out he was watching porn, but the porn was the same girl every time, we have home videos of ourselves so I don’t see why he needed to watch that.. it was very discouraging to me because I’m 5 weeks postpartum and already feel ugly as fuck so that didn’t help. How would you ladies feel?