Stress

I am having a lot of nose bleeds (9 today) and i feel so stressed, anxious, sad. I havent enjoyed a second of my pregnancy so far with comments of how big i am so soon, sickness, my dad being very poorly. I am really struggling with emotions and god forgive me but today I felt as though, what's the point anymore. I have an amazing man who is so good but I thought id reach out and ask if anyone else is struggling too and how theyre coping/what helps? Please no negativity. I know people are trying to conceive and we are so incredibly lucky, I just have so much on my plate and I am finding it all so hard to cope with. Tomorrow im turning my phone off until Monday to just have some space to relax! Oh and I'm 14 weeks pregnant