Do you ever still think about abusive ex’s?

I think I have OCD, but I’ll still look up my most recent ex (broke up over 3 years ago) who was super narcissistic, abusive and just plain crappy.

I’m beyond happy in my relationship with the most amazing man in the universe so why does my brain even give one thought to what that old turd is up to?

Drives me batty! Anyone else do that?