Feeling hopeless

(Ftm) Originally I had planned to have a vaginal birth but ended up having a c section & it's been SO rough!!! My boyfriend works 12 hour shifts and then is too tired the next day...or spends time nagging me about how I'm raising our child(1 week old.) I feel like a single mother and it's depressing to no end. I'm sure its my hormones and the fact that I can't do much without hurting but when will I feel like myself......most days I just want to run away but then I remember I can barely walk (just had to vent).