Possible PCOS and guilt for possibly not able to give my SO babies .

jaz

So long story short I had a remarkable sized cyst on my ovary in March and it ruptured causing internal bleeding which led to emergency surgery A LOT of blood loss and a 4 day hospital stay . It is now August and I had an ultrasound for pain in my right side and SOMETHING was just telling me to go get checked for PCOS. Went in thinking it would be just one cyst and found out my right ovary is covered and my left has many as well . The ultrasound tech told me she works with mostly PCOS patients and my ovaries resemble there’s . I felt like I was hit by a truck and I’m so scared because of the infertility . I’m 23 and me and my SO have baby fever and want to start trying soon. I told him it’s a very real possibility and he told me whatever the outcome is it won’t change his feelings but I just can’t help but feel guilty if I can’t have kids and I rob him of having children . Anyone else feel like this ? And also is it possible to still get pregnant ?