Day 2 of "inevitable miscarriage"


Still bleeding, still no baby.

The longer this goes on the more anxious I am.

I'm hoping once I feel the pain of the baby coming they'll admit me into the hospital. I don't want to do this at home, that's my biggest fear right now. Between my mom and my mother-in-law there is constantly someone here looking after me. I take my blood pressure and temperatures several times a day like I would in the hospital so I guess I'm glad I can do most of this in the comfort of my own home. But I really do not want to have my baby here! When I left the hospital Thursday night, my doctor said to call his office on Monday morning. This is the longest most difficult weekend of my entire life. I don't know how much longer I can hold myself together.