Being 39 and TTC is crazy stressful. It’s especially nerve racking each month during that TWW. I’m thankful for ever ovulation, but always anxious to find out if it’s my month or if I have to keep waiting. Every month is that much closer to 40 and that diminishing window is staring me in the face! I’m an extremely active and healthy 39 year old and I’ve done everything to keep my body prepared, but your ovaries don’t discriminate. And I should note that I have two beautiful daughters (16 and 11), but my husband whom I’ve been with 6 years and I want a baby together. We all get the same chances that decrease over time. I don’t want to fail us. How do others deal with the anxiety?!