Heartbroken

Michelle

Well ladies-2 months of TTC since a miscarriage on July 2nd. We weren’t really trying then but now I find I’m obsessing with wanting to get our rainbow baby. I’m normally very regular. And this month did OPK with high for 12days and then ran out of strips. I’m 39 years old next month with a 8 yo. My husband has no bio kids and I want this for us before my time runs out. I really thought I was pregnant again or now feel like my body was playing games with me because AF was 2days late and I’m never late....AF came today and I can’t stop crying. I’m heartbroken. Any suggestions for next month ladies? I’m thinking I don’t want to do the clear blue digital OPK bc everyday was sadness. Glow says O on 8/27 and Flow says 8/23. Thank you for listening and who is with me in this!