๐Ÿ˜ Our first time ๐Ÿ˜ **UPDATE TO "I finally disclosed my HIV status to him"**

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The title of My original post was โ€œI finally disclosed my hiv status to himโ€

Well itโ€™s been over a month now and here is a little update about โ€œusโ€

So eventually we started spending more time with each other, we go to the gym together, we go out to eat together, he came to my apartment and cooked dinner for us one night. Everything was good. He travelled for work and was gone for 1 week, and omg I didnโ€™t know It was gonna be tough being away from him. I was missing him like crazy ๐Ÿ˜ซ smh. We still had not been intimate all this time, and I thought to myself โ€œhow are you even missing him this much?! Whatโ€™s wrong with you?!โ€ lol

Honestly this is my first time being with someone without getting intimate in the beginning, so all these feelings are new and weird to me, yet pleasant.

Anyway, he got back and I remember the big smile on his face when we saw each other the following day. I was so excited and happy to see him ๐Ÿ˜, he held me and kissed me softly. I felt like I came back to life, then he said in my ear โ€œI missed youโ€

Butterflies ๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿฆ‹

Fast forward to yesterday, cause yes this happened yesterday. Our first time guys ๐Ÿฅฐ

We were at his apartment, we just had dinner and I was laying on his couch. He sat at the other end of the couch, grabbed my feet and gave me a foot massage. The massage was good I started dozing off, I had a long day at work, then I heard his voice asking me if I was getting sleepy I just nodded yes.

Then he asked if I wanted to spend the night here. Whew,, that question instantly woke me up ๐Ÿคฃ. My heart was racing, donโ€™t ask me why ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ

I opened my eyes and he was staring at me. My heart was pounding in my chest as we kept staring at each other. I didnโ€™t know what to say, but I knew that this was it. This was the night! ๐Ÿ’ƒ

I raised up facing him and as he was telling me that he could drop me off if I was tired to drive I got on top of him and started kissing him. I knew I took him by surprise as he didnโ€™t react for a few seconds then I felt his hands grabbing me by the waist, pulled me closer to him and kissed me passionately.

He then started kissing and licking my neck, his hands were touching and caressing my body. I leaned towards him, licked his ear lobe I said to him โ€œI want youโ€.

yOu guys, last time I had sex was September 2018.

Soooo, I was horny af!!

Anyway it is saturday Aug 17th, 10am as Im writing this post.

The night was magical, amazing Im still smiling writing all this

He is fixing us breakfast in the kitchen, Im still in bed trying to get down from this cloud Im on.

Have a great day y'all๐Ÿ’•